Sandbox
When I was young I made a sandcastle in a sandbox
the castle to me represented my heart
But while i was playing in the sand
I soon realized I had to keep fixing my castle,
Just to keep it in TIP TOP shape,
So it wouldn't break and crumble.
Then I'd have the rest of the time to play in the sand.
Today I realized I forgot about my experience in the sand
I was to busy playing on the other side of the sandbox to realize
I let my heart break and crumble. I'm just now realizing my heart need's fixing
soo it could be in tip top shape again. Getting it back to that tip top shape.
Then I once again can play in the other part of the sand.
But always making sure I look over and see if my castle need's fixing
My Sunglasses
I place my shades in front of the window's to my soul
which act's like a barrier, that hide'z that void
A mask of perfection in some ppl'z eye'z
But to me the look will alway'z be a disguise
trying to hide my feeling'z of any intent
even if those feeling are sent or lent
A distraction to hide the true me
but one day I'll take them off and with that
my soul will be free
Acknowledgment
There's a place in my head where not to long ago,
I'd drift away just to have a sense of inner-peace.
But somehow the root'z of my mind were coming at me blind.
My sacred place had been desecrated by the use of drug's.
just to numb the feeling's of my past.
thinking to myself that my past should be part of my inner-peace.
Asking myself when do I make the decision 2 deal wit it?
Just so I can heal all that HURT and TOXIC SHAME.
Knowing that I could stop fueling more shit to that inner flame.
Today I'm coming to the conclusion that just Acknowledging my issue'z
Has a much greater power then I realized.
So today I will acknowledge my feeling's correctly,
so when I drift away I can once again have that sense of inner-peace.
iMpErFeCtIoN
I'm on the path to inner-beauty,
to eliminate the conflict that few see.
my brain get's caught up looking
at my body that's full of flaw'z.
Belittling myself by societies
"UNSPOKEN LAW'Z".
Unknowingly treading off the path,
leading 2 one of my main goal'z
which is to get a better look into my soul.
But now I see from OUTSIDE to IN
There'z beauty in my Flaw'Z.
So today I say
"FUCK THOSE UNSPOKEN LAW'Z"
There'z beauty in my
Flaw'Z.
